Okay, so those of you who might not know me very well, or maybe at all.
May seems to be like a taboo or what most would called it an ‘unlucky’ month for me.
Call me crazy, but I think that I tend to encounter many misfortunes during the month of May.
That’s why, I might be crazily emotional on Facebook this month. Wait, let me rephrase that.
I am crazily emotional on Facebook all the time, but this month, it’s a little more to the extent where most people get annoyed by it.

All of you may wonder, how can someone get so emotionally depressed? Heck, even I wonder.
Maybe having my birthday on the month of May also contributes into the depression?
I realize that I have been depressed for a very long time.

Due to my constant depression, I’ve realized friends come and go.
People are sick and tired of hearing my rants, my stories, my everything.
It’s times like this when you realize, nobody really cares about you.
Yes, they may ask, but they don’t really care, they just want to know anything that is possible to be a secret.

Well, as a way to vent things out, I thought maybe I’d share my secret with my readers.
This gives you an opportunity to know something more about me.
This is probably one of the main reasons I’m going to despise May for this year.

This year, in a few more days, it will be a year, my first (probably my last) ex left me…

…Until today, I still wonder whether I actually meant anything to my ex at all?

Yes, people, I only have one ex. Don’t be get too shocked about it.
I’ll probably rant more about this in my future posts. I love talking about my ex, after all, my ex is my favorite topic.
So don’t worry, you guys will have plenty of chance to hear about my ex. Stay tuned.

I’m glad to see you back at work today, but it wasn’t as great as it was knowing that you and I are at different outlets.
Even though we’re a few shop lots away, I feel so empty when I’m working without you. It’s sad how they separated us.
Looks to me like it’s going to be permanent. Got a huge feeling about it.

I really hope you mean what you say, because your words really mean a lot to me.
It really keeps me up all night, thinking a lot.
Sometimes I wonder, do you really mean it or are you just saying that because you’re in need of my help?

People say that you’re only saying this because I am doing work for you, but somehow, I disagree, I believe you mean it.
Even though I disagree with them, they still persist on telling me that it’s already a clear fact, but I still refuse to listen.
They even say that I’m the light you need whenever you experience a black out and you really have no other option and that I am the last resort, because you know I would do anything for you.

You know, you’re the only person whom I’ve done everything and anything I can, whenever and wherever you need me to do anything.
That’s how much you mean to me. I really hope you’re not just saying it for the sake of making me happy, and not mean it.
My already broken heart will crush to pieces even more.
It’s bad enough I can’t have you, but I still put you as my everything, because I am truly in love with you.

Anyways, did some Chinese New Year shopping with my beloved mom.
Can’t remember the last time I went shopping with her.
I should start spending more time with her.
Got a few shirts, a pair of pants and a pair of slacks.

After that, met up with a four of my friends.
One of them got a bottle of Martin, and we chilled at Asia Cafe.
Ugh, three of them got drunk, so me and another girl took care of them.
Tiring to the max, having to dragged them here and there, bring them to and fro to the toilet, drag them safely to their house.
The worst part of all was, having all of them sticking their head out of my car window and puking all over my car.

Anyways, these two songs are one of the few songs that I mainly listen to whenever it rains.

Feng by Jay Chou

Tui Hou by Jay Chou

It was tiring, but everything was worth it in the end.
Being able to spend time with you, means a lot to me, no matter if you’re drunk or sober.

I hope they don’t take you back, cause I know, I’ll be the first to cry.

I wish I could tell you personally, but I can’t so I result to expressing out here.

I want you to know, I will never leave you.
I will always be by your side, through thick and thin.
Anytime, anywhere, I’ll be there.

That’s what I’m here for.

This girl here turns 20 today.
And so, I’d like to wish her, Miss Awesome a Happy Birthday.

I’m glad that I could spend your birthday with you last night. Even though I ended up having to take care of you, I don’t mind. :)
There’s really not much to say, but I’m glad to have met someone like you. Cause someone like you is not easy to find, and don’t come around often. You really are one in a million.

My very beloved owner who somehow resembles and reminds me of myself. You’re like the older sibling, I’ve always wanted.
I don’t really have much to say, as no words can be used to describe how much you mean to me.

Hope you like the T-shirt I got you, it took me quite a long time to decide whether to get it or not.

PS, you are awesome. ♥

RACHEL! :D

This is the ever so young Rachel CHUUU. Don’t let her appearance deceive you. She may look like a young sweet girl, but in reality she is the age of our very young lecturers. Older than me by 11 years, you do the math.
I constantly go around singing the song Forever Young whenever she’s around, but she’s cool none the less.

XIAO WEI! :D

Haha, this girl, we call her Small but she’s not very small at all. She’s one of the most funniest person ever. She doesn’t need to do anything to be funny. She just has to be herself. Her actions always tend to be very silly and it definitely makes us all laugh.

MANDY! :D

Oh Mandy, well you came and you gave without taking, but I sent you away.
HAHA, yes, indeed, I sent her away because I usually refer to her as my maid. She looks like one, no? Haha, just kidding. She’s an awesome friend and she knows 1 U like the back of her head. Often referred to as 1U kia, thanks to yours truly. :)

FENNY! :D

Hohoho, this girl, one of the most mature girl I’ve ever met. She’s really nice to talk to. She plays the same instrument as me when I was in secondary school, but definitely better than me. She takes her work seriously, but she goes crazy over chocolates.

AMBER! :D

Haha, she looks like your typical daddy’s little girl, and she is. Haha, sorry Amber. But hey, she’s one hell of a rocker! She knows how to rock it out at the karaoke stations. Oh, she gets sick very very very easily though. You seriously gotta build up your immune system.

SOK FAN! :D

This girl followed me to IACT. The reason why she’s even studying there is because of yours truly. She’s a year older than me, and she used to drive me all around the place. She’s the Puchong kia, someone I can go crazy with and because.

Well, that’s all for this round, check back for more updates on my dear college mates.

Packed all our things and then bid goodbye to Christine’s mom and brother. Then we headed off for brunch once again.
I forgot the place we went to though, but the food is good. Heh. I admit I’m a really bad blogger, but don’t blame me for having short term memory loss.

I forgot what it was called, but I really loved it. It tasted very very nice.

The chicken is salted. It had vegetables, eggs, some sweet meat and chicken floss. It also comes with pudding and oranges.
Now that’s what I call a set worth paying. Really satisfied with it.

Then after that headed to Cheelicious for their super awesome cheese cakes.

It taste 1000 times better then it looks.

The have a variety of cakes. Note that every cake contains cheese. To all cheese cake lovers, Cheelicious is definitely a place where you simply cannot miss. It’s like Cheese Cake haven.

Anyways, after having our cheese cakes, we then dropped Yan Wen off and head back to KL. Dropped Rachel off, then to Pappa Rich for supper.
After supper, I dropped Christine and Sok Fan at Christine’s place, followed by Carmen and Shom at Jaya One.

Well, that’s pretty much everything for this trip.

One last picture though.

Yes, this is us.
Possibly trying to murder someone by piling up against one another.
In short, this is Hamburger. :)